The word of the day is.....
Lately, I feel like I have no rhythm. I'm not talking about dancing either....because I've never had rhythm for dancing! I enjoy being on the dance floor but 'it ain't pretty'!
But I digress...
I feel like the rhythm of my life is just 'off'. It's been so busy for so long that I haven't had time to breathe. I miss the nights when we can just hang out after dinner, do the dishes, and play with the little kids until they pass out. I call it, "regular nights".
It seems that those kinds of nights are more like special nights lately. There are just too many nights with a meeting or an activity for one of the kids. I just don't feel like we have good balance right now...and I don't know how to fix it. Living the paycheck to paycheck life like most people....or actually the paycheck to OMG how am I going to make this last until the next paycheck(!) life like most people....is making me tired...and stressed.
I find myself craving time...which there is never enough of....especially time reconnecting with my husband.
Praying about it....waiting on some answers.